Is it a foolish thing to love without being loved back? Jedi’s girlfriend is in town. My assumption was right. When I woke up this morning, I feel something bad is going to take place, so I prayed to God. I said that I know whatever happened today; it’s still in His control. I can’t believe this is what happens next.

I cried. Yes, I did cry again. I can’t take away those lonely and awful thought with my own strength, so while crying, I prayed for comfort. The next thing I know, I fell asleep. Woke up still sad, but a lot better. Even though it hurt so much, I can still feel that a part of me is smiling inside.

Yesterday was so great. Jedi picked me up at campus and drove me to church. We had so much fun. Teasing and tickling each other. We had so many good laughs. Thank You Jesus. Even if the whole world is turning upside down, Your love and promises still remain.

Time: 4:31 PM
Where do you go, when the stars go blue?